All white err-thaaang! Obviously the theme was snowy, icey, white. Tonight it was Global Beats x Snow Globe time! Of course that meant make-up playtime for me so I added some silver glitter to the eyes and some snowflakey things to the cheeks/temples. Thought it was kinda cute 🙂
I wouldn’t normally post this first picture without reshaping some parts of my body. You might be wondering what the heck I would’ve reshaped. Well, I’ve been diagnosed with scoliosis when I just turned 15. Because of the curvature in my upper back (I also still have a small curve in my lower back), my right shoulder blade and some ribs are being pushed out which makes my back and side look really big from certain angles. This is a huge insecurity of mine, one I frequently photoshop because I’m scared of what people will think and also because I don’t like the way it makes me look. Honestly sometimes I feel like I look like Quasimodo. This time I wasn’t able to reshape it because of the straight lines of my closet and rug, but I wanted to post it anyway to tell you about this. I hope that by telling you this little inside story and admitting to this insecurity of mine, I can show you that everybody is dealing with insecurities and it’s okay to have them💕 •
SAY HELLO TO MY NEW BAAAAAAG! I’ve been eye-ing one of those Valentino bags for a while, but thought they were way too expensive. I also thought I wanted the smaller size, but when I tried it out in the store just to see if my daily stuff would fit, I came to the conclusion that it was too small for me and I was gonna get annoyed by the fact that I had to squeeze my stuff in. But then.. Between christmas and NYE Sam and I passed the Bijenkorf after dinner, just 5 minutes before closing. I literally put my hands in front of my mouth when I saw this bag standing there, calling my name AND having a sale tag on it! I was so happy it was ridicilous hahaha. Then I also saw it was 50% off. To me it’s crazy they put such a classic bag in such a wearable ‘color’ on sale, but I couldn’t be happier. I tried it on and fell in love immediately, but I was in doubt since it has gold hardware and my jackets all have silver hardware.. In the end I just couldn’t resist the bag and got it. No regrets! I love it and I use it a lot.
Top – Urban Outfitters
Jeans – vintage Levi’s 501
Heels – Truffle Collection via ASOS
Bag – Valentino
Another clubnight for the books! Dikke Vissa is always fun to work at. Always busy and good vibes! I loved my look wearing the purple bandana. Not something I usually wear but I think it worked really well! Oh and see the cellulite on my butt and legs in the first pic? Just wanted to point that out, most women ‘struggle’ with it and it’s nothing to be ashamed of!
Another new thing! I was having so much fun performing in this huge champagne glass. It was another new thing for me to do and I did have some burns and bruises after, but it was worth it. I like a challenge every once in a while. This was the first round that I was in the glass and I only had to throw around the rose petals to get most of them out. After this round they put some water in and I was literally bathing on stage haha, best job ever! Can’t wait for the next time I get to do this!
New act whazzuuup?! We wanted some extra flying moments in the dinnershow in Villa Thalia so Anuschka Bozo, our choreographer, created an amazing aerial loop act for me! I loooove to perform this one! It feels so good. The act is so strong and neat, with a lot of quick spinning involved. Oh I can’t get over it. I want to keep doing this for the rest of my life. Yes please?!
This week I’m performing 3 acts in 4 shows/days for Memories & Dreams! Together with Liliane Fonds they organized this concert with a lot of different artists and even a complete orchestra to raise money for this amazing cause. Every kid has the right to be a kid, to learn and to be loved. It has been amazing to be a part of this massive show they created, to see all the people they brought together and to see how many people are loving to see it! Thanks so much for this opportunity, shows like these are the ones that make my job so much fun and satisfying!
Okay I have to admit I am really proud of this look. This time I could be ‘ pretty Halloween’ haha. The party was Afro Nation but Halloween edition, which is why I added the white lines and dots. I made it Halloween-ish by making the skull nose and mouth and then added a little bit of my usual sparkle from Get Glitter Baby. How do you like the look I created?
Had these pics too so thought why not share them aswell?
Today I’ve been listening to three songs on which I will perform this Friday. I’m very excited for this since it’s in event in my hometown where a lot of people from the area come to! I will be performing 3 separate acts in quite a short amount of time so that will be a little bit of a challenge. Later this afternoon I will visit the location to talk through some stuff already. I’m kind of nervous. I always am actually, but after the show I always want more more more haha!
This color is so in style right now, but I’m still in doubt (and probably will always be) if it’s neon green of neon yellow.. What do you think? It’s from Zara by the way and pretty stretchy. I got a size medium but could’ve gotten a size small.
21, Kudelstaart, the Netherlands.
Former Dutch rhythmic gymnastics champion.
Winner Holland's Got Talent 2008.
Now acrobat, model, fashion- and beautylover. Also Miss Intercontinental Netherlands 2013.
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